Dengan nama Allah Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang
أعوذ بكلمات الله التامة من كل شيطان، ومن شرما خلق
Posted on 18 March 2008 at 6:34 PM
By: ZIY Lama
I am thankful that I am who I am.
Sometimes I'm grateful I am being born as what I am today. I accept myself. People should learn to except themselves. I wish not to change myself. Just improve myself. And people should learn to accept others as who they are.
Mostly, I'm grateful being born as a Muslim. And a true Muslim have senses and sanes. It help me keep away from sorts of bad things.
Truthfully, there are times when my lust for death consumes.
To kill others sometimes gave me some sort of pleasure and excitement. But when I remembered back, I wish not fall from the track. I wish not to give into a huge sin. As I am a muslim.
There are times, my temper consumes me. As I used to have a bad temper. Some temper even led me to the desire for murder, But Islam had thought me to be patience. Although it took a long time, I managed to make myself calm.
I wish not to fall to the deepest of Hell.
There are also times that I felt like doing so many sinful things,
Alchohols, poverty, perverty, Premarital Sex, vengence, gluttony, envious acts etc. There are also times that I'm clouded or came to a dead end, I also have no desire for the future, Which led to feeling of suicide, But I'm glad that God protected my mind from doing these things. God reminded me of who I am, A Muslim. How I am grateful to Him.
My mind is so dark, I am also born with some part of me a genius,
So I have a imaginative thought, And my thinking ablity is so broad and wide, This gave me the space to think of so many dark things,
Of so many unthinkable things that that should not be thinkable.
Like, Why no one are perfect? why things are like this, not like that? etc.
I always got hold of myself, It always led me back to the Greatness of Allah. I am able to control myself. I am glad that God even gave me the ability to master my own psychology. And that I always realize that I should not be doing that because I'm a Muslim.
How life is unexpectable, I love it this way.
As it makes life more interesting.
And I am glad that I am as who I am.
Most of all, I am glad that Allah made me this way.
By: ZIY Lama
I am thankful that I am who I am.
Sometimes I'm grateful I am being born as what I am today. I accept myself. People should learn to except themselves. I wish not to change myself. Just improve myself. And people should learn to accept others as who they are.
Mostly, I'm grateful being born as a Muslim. And a true Muslim have senses and sanes. It help me keep away from sorts of bad things.
Truthfully, there are times when my lust for death consumes.
To kill others sometimes gave me some sort of pleasure and excitement. But when I remembered back, I wish not fall from the track. I wish not to give into a huge sin. As I am a muslim.
There are times, my temper consumes me. As I used to have a bad temper. Some temper even led me to the desire for murder, But Islam had thought me to be patience. Although it took a long time, I managed to make myself calm.
I wish not to fall to the deepest of Hell.
There are also times that I felt like doing so many sinful things,
Alchohols, poverty, perverty, Premarital Sex, vengence, gluttony, envious acts etc. There are also times that I'm clouded or came to a dead end, I also have no desire for the future, Which led to feeling of suicide, But I'm glad that God protected my mind from doing these things. God reminded me of who I am, A Muslim. How I am grateful to Him.
My mind is so dark, I am also born with some part of me a genius,
So I have a imaginative thought, And my thinking ablity is so broad and wide, This gave me the space to think of so many dark things,
Of so many unthinkable things that that should not be thinkable.
Like, Why no one are perfect? why things are like this, not like that? etc.
I always got hold of myself, It always led me back to the Greatness of Allah. I am able to control myself. I am glad that God even gave me the ability to master my own psychology. And that I always realize that I should not be doing that because I'm a Muslim.
How life is unexpectable, I love it this way.
As it makes life more interesting.
And I am glad that I am as who I am.
Most of all, I am glad that Allah made me this way.
